Saturday, August 22, 2009

The magic of the circus.


August 22, Grand Haven.

The rain comes in gusts, goes, catches you again; it was in the forties this morning, and smelled like fall.
There is more than circus magic at Kelly Miller; it has managed to hop and skip across summer and go directly from rainy spring to rainy fall.

Study and red and grey, with stripes.


August 22, Grand Haven.

Before and after.



August 22, Grand Haven.

A trailer with a view.


August 22, Grand Haven, Michigan (73 miles, Harbor Island.)

Friday, August 21, 2009

Play misty for me.


August 22, Scottville.

The first movie directed by Clint Eastwood has absolutely nothing to do with it.
I can't think of mist without remembering the movie, sitting transfixed in a musty arts theater in Paris in the eighties on an afternoon otherwise long since forgotten.

Soaked.


August 22, Scottville.

Wear and tear.


August 22, Scottville.

A trailer with a view.


August 22, Scottville, Michigan (23 miles, McPhail field.)

Two cups.

August 20, Manistee.

Shop sign somewhere on highway 31 south:
Free coffee for Indians
Free coffee for veterans
Two cups for Indian veterans.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Ryan.


August 20, Manistee.

Steve.


August 20, Manistee.

A trailer with a view.


August 20, Manistee, Michigan (59 miles, Seng's lot.)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Zefta.


August 19, Empire.

Zefta and Yolanda both are leaving in a few days, back to Hugo and school for the former and to work in another circus with her mother for the latter.
I never tire of trying to paint their striking faces.

Yolanda.


August 19, Empire.

Little feet.


August 19, Empire.

A lovely place.


August 19, Empire.

It was a lovely surprise, still relatively early in the morning and the beach opened up like a flower before us, pristine, deserted and yet cozy and inviting, and not just because there was also a whoop right there overlooking the water.

The Empire public beach.

A trailer with a view.


August 19, Empire, Michigan (55 miles, Eagles grounds.)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

A trailer with a final view.


August 18, Mancelona.

A trailer with a succession of views.


August 18, Mancelona.

A trailer with a succession of views.


August 18, Mancelona.

A trailer with a succession of views.


August 18, Mancelona.

Home view.


August 18, Mancelona.

John Moss, seeing me clean the window from which I take the Trailer with a View picture every day (the rag is black every day,) came by to suggest I add another view - the opposite one.
Here it is, the view of our trailer on a sunny morning with the Kelly Miller Circus.

A trailer with a view.


August 18, Mancelona, Michigan (59 miles, Palmer park.)

Monday, August 17, 2009

The bowtie.


August 17, Indian River.

Shonti.


August 17, Indian River.

Casey brought Shonti to the show at the beginning of the year; she was only a cub.

This I know.

August 17, Indian River.

I listened in dismay this morning to the news of the Obama administration's willingness to drop the public option from the health-care bill now making its way through Congress.
As chance has it, later on in the day I picked up a book I'd left aside for a while, "Paris to the Moon," a series of essays about the life of an American in Paris, by New Yorker staff writer Adam Gopnick, and started to read.
A few lines down I came upon this: "Early in December Luke fell terribly sick (...) We packed him off to his pediatrician (...then) to the Necker hospital for an emergency workup (...) It was only after we had left the hospital that we realized that not only had we not paid a penny but that no one had asked us to show our insurance, fill out a form, or do any of the other standard, humiliating things that happen to our American friends with sick children. Nor had any of the procedures had to be run by the profit-and-loss manager of an HMO. This is socialized medicine, of course, which the insurance companies have patriotically kept Americans from suffering under."
We know best what we experience. So this I know: when my father was diagnosed with cancer and along the more than ten years that he survived and fought the disease with an army of dedicated surgeons and specialists, not once did he have to wait for treatment, not once did he complain about the lack of appropriate, latest and best tests and drugs, and always he was treated with humanity and compassion.
My father was a conservative all his life and liked to complain about the high rate of taxes in his country - until he fell sick, and had the luxury of being treated not only without spending a dime but more importantly without having the added stress of having to worry about being able to afford care.
This I also know: my mother has been going to the doctor of her choice for decades, and the only thing between her and him is now a lasting friendship.

Jenaro.


August 17, Indian River.

Pull.


August 17, Indian River.

The crew, who are from Mexico, use a word that sounds like "backo" as they work to secure the tent; it comes from the English word back, as in pulling back on the rope to tighten it. Likewise the word cook-house has become something sounding akin to "cockaow" in the Latino circus parlance. It is how we know it at our house; cook house sounds foreign, cafeteria impossibly pretentious.

Antonio.



August 17, Indian River.

Department of redundancy.

August 17, Indian River.

Another day, another eighty miles.

A trailer with a view.


August 17, Indian River, Michigan (85 miles, Masonic grounds.)

Birthday.


August 16, Houghton Lake.

Eric Fernandes turned thirteen today.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Pink.


August 16, Houghton Lake.

Department of hoorays.

August 16, Houghton Lake.

It's official, the Kelly Miller Circus has finally hit summer.
It's been above seventy-five degrees with no rain for an entire week (we should count the hours that represents.)

Department of complaints.

August 16, Houghton Lake.

Another day, another eighty miles.

A trailer with a view.


August 16, Houghton Lake, Michigan (84 miles, Nester Chevrolet.)

Circus nation.


August 15, Oscoda.

Dwayne: "Family, being together, people doing wonderful stunts."

Saturday, August 15, 2009

A trailer full of treasures.

sAugust 15, Oscoda.

Another Saturday, another yard sale day.
We're threatening to turn into the road trailer version of hoarders, if that's possible, with that garage sale thing. But really, we found everything we were looking for and much more (isn't this what they all say?)
To be added to the daily load are a shiny mountain bike (for Castro now, for us in Florida,) folding chairs for the trailer patio (today was the make-or-break date for finding them, after that I was going to buy them new, so long have we looked for them all over the country, literally,) Airstream Christmas lights for the trailer kitchen decor (they will complement nicely the flamingo lights, adding a touch of trailer class,) a kids' camping tent, a complete and gender-neutral birthday party decoration kit, a roll of screen mesh, still sealed (some would call that the buy of the day; I'm partial to the utterly useless Airstream lights,) electric wire (another men's favorite; they are so practical in their shopping habits,) various tools (ditto,) and other common yard sale fare like used books and new crayons.
Our trailer is really a Russian doll. You fill a cabinet and there's always another.

A trailer with a view.


August 15, Oscoda, Michigan (52 miles, airport grounds.)

Johnnie's homework.


August 14, Skidway Lake.

A most familiar view backstage is that of Johnnie sitting on the finale prop box peering over a book. Sometimes it's a novel, more often a textbook, and always he is intently focused, but also careful to do his job right.
In addition to being a twelve-year-old with homework Johnnie's in charge of the curtain, letting performers in and out as the show progresses.

In and out.


August 14, Skidway Lake.

Another morning drive.

August 14, Skidway Lake.

Another day, another eighty mile drive.
The road stretched straight and monotonous, the homes modest, the lawns large and mostly immaculate, a sign for the Dung Hill Ranch (no more,) a junk yard that went full circle and shut down, all sorts of home-based businesses advertisements, hair salon, old-time Michigan sharpener, fresh coffee (arrow pointing left onto a side country road,) the landscape becoming wooded half-way here.
At mile sixty-five the shop truck's engine went south and we drove the rest of the way at the speed of an Amish buggy on a leisure ride.

A trailer with a view.


August 14, Skidway Lake, Michigan (80 miles, Newman park.)

Family values.


August 13, Breckenridge.

Dylan on the stick towers: "Le grand, c'est Papa, celui-la c'est Maman et le petit c'est le bébé (the big one is Dad, that one is Mom and the small one is the baby)."

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Little Peruvian.


August 13, Breckenridge.

August 13, Breckenridge.
Shortly after Nicolas was born his maternal great-grandmother sent us a gift from Cusco, in the Andes region of Peru, where she has lived all her life. It is a traditional hand-woven shawl that she had specially ordered for us. An inscription weaved on it reads: "Recuerdo de Mama Erma."
She recommended in a note that I try it to carry Nicolas around, the way Indian women do. Unfortunately my Peruvian husband lacks considerable knowledge of his heritage (or maybe not, since he's also a Latino man) and was no help to me in mastering his people's baby-carrying technique.
Fridman has never met his maternal grandmother, nor has he been to Cusco, where his mother grew up. Neither his mother nor his grandmother have seen the boys.

Grid.


August 13, Breckinridge.

Garden party.


August 13, Breckenridge.

Jesus.


August 13, Breckenridge.

Jesus joined us a while ago and now has taken over cooking duties on Tuesdays and Thursdays so that Janis can rest a bit.
Unless it is cold outside it gets very hot in the kitchen, there is no AC and fans are out of the question because of the gas burners.

Cuco's crew.


August 13, Breckenridge.

Bikes.


August 13, Breckenridge.

The crew lives in the cabin of circus trucks and in rudimentary living quarters carved out in the back of the cookhouse truck and the snake show truck.
To move around they use bicycles. On laundry days I watch them ride off with overstuffed duffel bags on their back.

A trailer with a view.


August 13, Breckenridge, Michigan ( 42 miles, Jaycee park.)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Fake.


August 12, Frankenmuth.

I didn't see much of Frankenmuth, to be honest.
But the publicity surrounding the town reminded me of Solvang, in California, which we played with Circus Chimera: another tourist town built on nothing else than its foreign-sounding name and implied ethnic charm, the whole thing in fact boiling down to downtown storefront buildings that look like a bad movie set and overpriced trinkets. Solvang was supposedly fashioned after Sweden, Frankenmuth is after Bavaria.
As John Moss said, there is something wrong about tourism for tourism's sake. It's all right to have shops around Mount Rushmore, for example, but what does Solvang, or Frankenmuth, have other than its claim to be a tourist attraction itself? Hundreds of villages and towns across the nation are more attractive, if only because they are authentic.
So this: fake for fake's sake, shallow and falsely cute to make a buck (I'll take the queen of fake, Los Angeles, any day because it is inherent in its fabric, not a poorly pasted afterthought.) Worse still when you think about all the natural beauty and man-made wonders of this country.

Pedro.


August 12, Frankenmuth.

Marcelino.


August 12, Frankenmuth.

Cable.


August 12, Frankenmuth.

Harness.


August 12, Frankenmuth.